Currently Playing Josh Groban Live at The Greek (CD/DVD) By Josh Groban see related

Dont get me wrong, this weekend was mondo awsome. The concert was awsome, and when all the alumni came up it sounded awsome. then tony and I went to peter and Johns to babysit for them. it was good because their house is so big. um, we play-doughed and such. we ordered din din and that was yummy. then at like midnight is tony and I went to bed *gasp* in the same bed! mother almost had a coronary!.. it was nice cause after runnug around with kids all evening and being up from like 8 I fell right alseep. we got up and peter made mondo breakfast. twas yummy. we then clambered in the car and made our way to the mall. though, there was an accident and it took us like.. an hour to get thruoght it. *shakes fist* we met tonys mom at the mall with angie and we ran around there for a bit. tony chickened out when we told him to get his ear pierced. he idnt understand that it would be basicly haled by the time he got back to school, if he moved it around every so often, it wont "get stuck" in his ear, and the pool would deffinatly help the hole heal. and he said he was going to see if he was going to get it done on tuesday, but of course, I wont be there. maybe hes scared to show me pain? eh,, whatever. do what you want.

I also relaized that I'm not going to get much time to hang out with tony.. because I have school until thursday, then friday is christmas eve and saturday christmas day, then monday I leave. I dont get back until the 4th and I have to go to school. This is going to suck. we wanted to go see movies and such but we might not be able to now. why does break have to be so short? god!

but, while we were in the car stuck in traffic, I was telling tony about andrew hink and Heather orr. and he brought up a good point.. the two reject kids can find sig. others, but tony and I cant. what the fuck is up with that? I know I'm not the most attractive girl on earth, but come on.. My mother has had more dates in two months than I've had in my entire life. its kind of sad. maybe I'm really the reject in school. who knows. its just makes me mad that I have yet to have a boyfriend, a first kiss, anything. I know it'll happen when its ready to happen, but come on. and you know somtimes you can tell if someones interested.. but no, not one person. and I pick the worst guys ever. they either end up pricks, morons, or gay. or all three.. hahahaha eric-- you suck. anyhoo, I just wish that I could find someone.. *looks under nickle sitting on the carpet*then pockets it*.. nope.

hm. I guess thats it for now. I just had to say those few things. OH! and tony, if you read this, we have to make our necklaces! *cries* I will be oober sad if we dont make them. I wanted to wear it to tour of schools tomorrow! *cries some more*

ps: tony, you have to come tour of school-ing with us tomorrow! I love you

Currently Playing Josh Groban By Josh Groban see related

so guys, I lied, I'm not going to update this as much as I thought.. but come to my other one.. updated daily ;) http://www.livejournal.com/users/yourstillyou/

I dont really know what to say. I'm starting to question why I'm going to austria.. It kind of seems like caitlin doesnt want to be around me, so I don't know why I'm going to spend a week and some odd days with her. eh.. w/e.. its still a little away.. maybe things will get better.

I dont really have much else to say. I'm very excited because I'm going to be working at PBS for the Josh Groban special in December, I'm going to see tony in about a week and a half, I'm doing some other stuff too, I just dont remember right now.

woo! its pretty good right now. *skips off*

Currently Reading Requiem for a Dream By Hubert Selby Jr. see related

so, I thought I'd tell you about the dance. It was fun.. but as I said earlier, I was wheel #3 the whole night. It wasnt to bad. I danced with everyone.. EVERYONE. good stuff man. and Caitlin kept telling me chaz was there.. but he deffinalty wasnt, and I kept telling her it wasnt him and she kept denying it.. but in the end, I won.. as always.  I've also learned that there are some REALLY hot guys at our school.. theyve just been like.. hiding it or something.. SO HOT. the music was good.. loud, but good.and one of the last songs was in the still of the night.. and I love that song cause we're singing it in choir. all in all, good night.

tomorrow I'm hoping to do nothing for part of the day,and go up to peters house for the evening. that should be fun. This, by far, was the bussiest saturday ever. I have no idea where the time went.

and........ I'm spent. g'night folks. maybe I'll post some pictures from the dance later on (ps, my ears are still ringing! *ring ring*)

Currently Playing Joseph And The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat (1992 Canadian Cast) By Andrew Lloyd Webber, Jeff Blumenkrantz, Tim Rice see related

welp, it's off to homecoming with my sorry ass. today was weird. pSATs, then the dedication ceremony, then giving tours of the school with chaz, then home, then dunch/linner, then shower, now here, then dressing for the dance, then to the dance. I hate going to these things, but for some reason, I go. It ends up being fun, but when I think about it, its not as fun. the end of the night comes, and I realize how much fun I ACTUALLY had. I'm thinking that once I can find myself a date, they'll be more fun. but for now.. eh.

so, thats about it. the football team lost last night, it was MONDO depressing. other than that, I'm done talking. OH! wait! did you see gattaca yet?! if not, do it now!

goom children!

Currently Watching Gattaca By Ethan Hawke, Uma Thurman, Jude Law see related

hi children. I've got nothing to do.. so whatev. today was 80s day. woo for that. it was pretty fun. um.. tomorrow is the pep rally.. cant you just FEEL the pep?! *gag* <== thats me, gagging on the pep. saturday is psats, then the dedication ceramony, then the homecoming dance. another dance I'm going alone. I dont mind it.. its just the slow songs get a bit lonely.. unless I'm feeling daring then I'll grab someone random and dance.. but right now, I'm not feeling to daring. eh. again I say whatev. oh yeah.. saturday is also tour day around the school.. after the ceramony we have to show people around the school. woo for that. and by woo, I mean blegh.

I cant wait to go stay with Melissa. The last time I wrote in here I was writing about Mels dorm at the castle... well, now shes got an apartment right outside campus. I'm MONDO excited. and I'll see tony too. I dont know for how long.. but its good to see him. And maybe sam'll meet us at the willow grove mall.. theres someone I havent seen in FOREVER. talk about a long time.. I'm gonna say 2 years.. no.. um.. a year and soforth.. That should be fun.. a couple days away from OC.. I can use it god knows.

so in Select choir we're singing the stupid song we sang last year. Hinks stupid love ballad. it sounds like dr. seuss on drugs and its so annoying because the alto part jumps octaves and its just crazy. He is creepy too. He just sits there.. on the piano smiling and looking around.. its weird. We're also singing some nice christmas songs.. though, and I'm sorry to all who I offend in saying this..but I'm not a fan of "chestnuts roasting over an open fire". I'm sorry, but I just dont like it.. not because I'm some kind of hateful jew who is mean about that kind of stuff, but because its just so blah. eh.. again: whatev.

I dont like this journal because I cant cut things. I need to say something, but I dont know who will want ot read it, so I was going to cut it in, but theres no feature. blegh.

um... enough of my insessant ramblings.. I must go now and think of some stuff for english then go to sleep. its almost 11:30 good god! *runs away*

PS: everyone go see gattaca. one of the coolest movies ever.